thanks babe!

a day before aunah turn 1 [month of course], her dearest aunty cum my best friend cum partner in crime paid her a visit...antara kawan-kawan yang rapat dia yang datang paling lambat...boleh? [i know i know rad...saje je la!]

and guess what she bought for us?

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
tadaaaaa
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

hehe...i luv it to bit! how brilliant she was kan belikan buku ni untuk kitorang [apparently for me la]

sempat ke x baca? i manage to cilok masa kejap2...x dapek la nak baca straight je kan...but it's fine sebab rasa dah lama sangat x baca buku ;)

rasanya bagus jugak ada hadiah untuk mummy...yelah ingat senang ke nak gendong perut 9 bulan pastu bersalin lagi [hint untuk suami tersayang!!!]

the one month lil aunah

yup! cik aunah saya dah sebulan :) and i have become a mummy for a month now...heeh.

her milestones so far:

• dah memberat sehingga 3.9 kg. doc kata proportion ngan tinggi dia...ideal la konon...kecik2 da pandai jaga badan u!
  
• teror menangis with a very high pitch note [ni konfem2 la kan...haha]
• dah boleh angkat-angkat kepala dah when she is lying on her stomach...kejap ke kanan kejap ke kiri...dah besar sangat la rasanya tu!
• suka sangat menggeliat...agaknya kalau bangun tido tu adalah dalam 5 minit dia menggeliat saje.
• lepas tu kaki suka sangat melompat-lompat and menendang-nendang [aunah tak la melompat tapi kaki macam sebok nak melompat] nenek kata budak ni tinggi nanti ni :)

last monday pegi klinik for aunah nye hepatitis jab and my postnatal checkup...x nanges pon aunah masa kena cucuk. instead she screamed for 1 second pastu tros tido...heeh...good girl! that was my first time kluar rumah after a month and aunah third time. before ni aunah dah pegi dua kali nak check jaundice. alhamdulillah aunah x kena jaundice...tu pon pegi klinik je then straight balik rumah...x dibenarkan pegi marayau-rayau sebab x abes lagi pantang [xpe sket je lagi nak abes pantang ni then lantakla nak berjalan sampai ke malam ke..haha]

aunah with ibu and tok ma...i look super excited nak keluar rumah. haha. kinda luv this pic sebab i nampak macam ada mummy glow di situ [wah! perasan! kah kah]

aunah kena timbang...mata pejam lagi tamau bukak-bukak ;)

bukak seluar nak cocok!

ibu in action! eceh eceh...tengah cakap ngan aunah masa ni 'sayang don't cry k...sikit je'

DONE! teror anak ibu!

btw, this is her latest favourite sleeping position...tido atas ibu!

cik aunah saya!

ever since I given birth to aunah, many asked how is it to be a mother…well it was soooo much fun! new experience…rasa seronok je...but it was during the first two weeks la…haha! [korang mesti tertanya-tanya kan apa yang li nak cerita kan?]…masa first two weeks tu aunah adalah sangat behave…macam tido je and rengek2 bila lapar….bila dah kenyang she went back to her la la land and it made our life [my life especially] soooo much easier and I was like baeknya aunah, senang nak jaga, x banyak sangat ragam…and plus hub jumpa kitorang time weekend jek so agak senang di situ untuk handle aunah sorang2…but it was back then la…hoho!

but now, last night to be exact aunah adalah sangat cranky…she didn't want to sleep…bila letak, aunah akan ek ek nak kita cuddle dia…yes baby luv to be hug and cuddle but if u need to do that from 8pm to 2am mau x sakit belakang…when she keep crying I wish she can talk and tell me what's wrong [u wish!] because she cried so loud [erm…maybe extra loud]

at 2am, agaknya lepas dengar aunah asyik nanges2 je my mom masuk bilik and ambik aunah…mama soh li rehat sebab takut li pening pale and sangat x bagus untuk orang dalam pantang ni [I cant sleep during the day…x elok untuk orang berpantang…will blog about that later] after mama amek tibe2 leh nanges…rasa macam I'm so fail…yelah anak nanges and u as a mom didn't have a clue on what to do…haha adalah sangat emo di situ…dan camane nak tido bila anak tamau tido kan…x sampai hati kottt!!! so we all end up melepak depan tv tengok cerita rendang tok wan kembali…haha…I even have my supeeeer late supper [or should it be super early breakfast..hihi]

at 3am mata aunah pon suda kuyu…yay to us! mari tido mari tido…baru mata nak lelap tiba2 ek ek ek! waaa apekah! tengok jam x sampai 15 minit ponnnn! pukul 4.30 baru aunah betol2 lelap…tu pon after brape kali round dukung dia dodoi nyanyi segala la…siap slow talked lagi…wakakakaka!

I'm not complaining ye sayang-sayang…I'm just sharing this lil experience of mine ngan korang-korang sume…yela kalau ada orang cakap best giler jadik mummy xde problem langsung, memang tipu la! ramai kata they luv kids…memang memang…I luv them too tapi bila dorang behave la….kalau rengek manja2 saya still suka lagi…comel kan….tapi kalau dah throwing tantrum segala konfim pulang balik kat mak dia…haha…tapi bila dah anak sendiri I guess sume orang akan watch and learn…belajar kenal perangai anak kan…yela mana ada benda nak tros2 senang…nak makan pon kena masak beli bagai ni kan pulak nak jaga besarkan anak…macam mana kite jaga anak masa kecik ni harap2 macam ni jugak la dia jaga kite bila kite dah tua nanti [begitu jauh saya berpikir…hihihi]

maka kepada my dearest yang tengah expecting nih, do enjoy your pregnancy and plis plis have a lot of sleep…tolonglah nikmati tido anda and tidolah siang banyak2…hehe

to those who trying to conceive, make sure you are physically and mentally prepare…serius tau! baca buku banyak2…gi surf internet segala oke!

kepada yang baru nak kawen, take it slow bebeh! one step at a time jangan gatal nak pk jauh sangat…haha!

ps: kawan2 wan slalu cakap 'dah ada anak ko tau lah'…I guess kitorang memang dah tau da ;p

aunah lagi :)

hari ni cerita pasal aunah lagi

mesti lah kan da buat blog ni pun pasal pregnantkan aunah

dan insyaallah cerita pasal adik-adik aunah pulak nanti...aawww!!! [o we dont have any plan yet in case u wondering!]

dari masa aunah lahir sampai sekarang ramai kata muka aunah ikut abah dia

bentuk muka

hidung

mata

dahi

even makcik yang datang urut yang pandang aunah beberapa kilas pon cakap macam tu

makcik tu cakap anak perempuan ikut muka abah bagus, sejuk je nanti

apa yang sejuk? perutkah? o tidak tidak...makcik tu cakap nanti anak x buat ibu dia marah-marah, senang je dengar cakap

hehe...suka ibu dengar!

tapi nek andak li pulak laen...dia kata aunah x ikot muka abah dia tapi ikot muka tok kin [my dad] dia...sangat ganjil di situ...haha!

habis xde ikut ibu langsung ek?

ok ok maybe rambut adalah ikut kami berdua

hurm...ape lagi...

o jari-jari aunah adalah ikut ibu...yay!

panjang2 and runcing2 gitu

but there's another thing that she inherit from her ibu

cuba teka ape?

tekalah cepat!

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

her ibu SIGNATURE POSE!!!!

hoho! x caye ek?

see for yourself bebeh! hehe...sama x? i have my mini me yo! nanti aunah dah besar sikit kite amek gambar sama2 with ibu's signature pose eh?

there's always first for everything...

after my first operation...sangat tidak senonoh gambar ini [kaki kangkang tu wei! isy2]...that day rasanya ada 3 kali nurse buat sponging...temperature reached 39.5...and notice ada macam mangkuk tu? itulah tempat untuk saya wek2 ;p

aunah first photo...eylo world! tengoklah mulut saya menguap...besarkan mulut saya?

our first moment together...believe it or not, first time dapat pegang aunah was 2 hours before we both kluar hospital...aunah dah 3 hari masa tu...lepas dah masuk darah and temperature btol2 da turun baru dibenarkan pegang...

masa first nak pegang i was like, eh eh cane nak pegang ni...hoho...kepala lembik2 kan...i tot the skill will come naturally...haha...natural la sangat...u really have to watch and learn!

my munchkin!

i only slept for two hours last night and none since woke up at 5.30 this morning

i have eyebags the size of my eyes.

congrats lilo! now you can proudly claimed yourself as ibu ;p

aunah adalah begitu cranky since last night.

no wonder sebab perut aunah kembung and blame it to her ibu la. pi gatai munum kopi sapa soh.

so sorry sayang!

i even have her in my arms while typing this...sebelah tangan pegang aunah, sebelah lagi tekan keyboard...teror x teror dah leh multitasking ni...hihi

online is the only thing i can do while nursing her...mandi and makan adalah tersangat impossible la since she dont want to be left alone...my books sume kt shah alam...buku adek ada la tapi john grisham adalah waaaay too heavy for this new mummy...must get hub to buy me the mini shopaholic novel...harus gitu!

sekian!

noty little munchkin! rasa nak gigit2 jek.

my birth story...

[this gonna be super loooong entry...orang dah warning oke! just to record my personal experience]

so, where should i begin...hurm...

wednesday, 24 november 2010
i went to work...macam biasa je rasa pagi tu...backpain tu dah kira biasa la bila dah ujung-ujung pregnancy ni...i wore my new navy blue maxi dress which i bought online a week before...purposenya nak nampak comey saja di ujung-ujung pregnancy ni...haha [bagi can nak perasan okeh!]
later that evening, hub fetched me from work and off we went to sacc mall semata-mata nak carik stokin nak pakai masa berpantang nanti...sebab nak gak stokin yang leh masuk jari2 kaki tu and kat sacc ada soxworld ;p

thursday, 25 november 2010

1 am

perut tiba-tiba sakit sangat...tangkap sampai belakang...the pain macam period pain but this one kena kuasa lapan kot sakit dia...huhu...i was ready with my hp to record the contraction time but apesal sakit memanjang jek...as far as i know contraction nak bersalin is like sakit then ilang 5 to 10 minutes then datang balik...the pain that i had ni x ilang-ilang...

wan tried to rub my back and my leg but apparently the pain getting worse...gila sakit okeh tapi wan asyik sabar sayang, sabar sayang, cuba bawak mengucap...hehe...[actually li rasa wan dah cuak...haha...tu la b, orang ajak gi atenatal class tu takmo...pastu gelabah...hihihihi] sepanjang sakit tu dok make sure still rasa baby movement and alhamdulillah baby move macam biasa...and i was like, oke maybe salah b aring ke tadi so kitorang tunggu je sakit tu reda...

3.30 am

sakit dah tahap kronik...x sure apa jadi but terus ajak wan gi hospital and to make things lagi best lili x pack lagi hospital bag dia...hoho...gelabah mak enon ko cik abang aku tu...haha...naseb baek bag baby memang dah siap2 letak dalam kete so taklah kelam kabut sangat.

4 am

off we go to the hospital yang jauhn ya adalah selama sejam...hihi...gatal pilih hospital jauh bebeno...sepanjang jalan both of us senyap je as every words yang keluar from me macam menambahkan lagi sakit...and wan, i guess dia tengah pk what if his dearest wife ni betul2 nak deliver dah...hehe...because kitorang selalu cakap x sangka kita dah kawen and nak ada anak dah pun...and bila dah betol2 nak jadi agaknya dua-dua tros speechless :)

5 am

we reached the hospital...got ourself check in and dorang straight bawak gi labor room nak check contraction segala....nurse letak pebende ntah kat perut...i guess satu untuk check contraction lagi satu nak check heartbeat baby kot....dia soh tunggu 10 minutes and i tell u, it was the longest 10 minutes in my life....gila lama! nurse dok keluar masuk keluar masuk...gi alih2 benda alah tu ke kiri la ke kanan la...i was like hello! is there something wrong? awat hangpa dok diam j e...then i was ask to wait for the doctor...ok now something must be really wrong sebab ye la panggil doctor pagi2 selalu emergency cases je kot...

5.15 am
my gynea arrived...dia tengok screen yang tunjuk heartbeat baby pastu tros soh nurse amek my temperature..boy, i didnt realized that i was having a fever...38 lebey kot...my gynea lak leh pi tanya soalan bijak 'macam mana u boleh xtau u demam ni' eh eh manala aku tau...soalan bijak yang kedua 'actually datang hospital pasal apa' wah kalau x mengenangkan sakit dah lama dah dok bebel2...after explaining to the doctor p asal sakit and what happened baru dia macam faham sebab orang datang hospital bukan pasal demam or pasal bersalin tapi pasal sakit yang x tau apa sebab [my gynea blurr kot kena kejut pagi2 buta...wakakaka]
then, saat yang paling ditakuti...jeng jeng jeng...seluk2 time...seluk apa? seluk kat bawah tu la...ni sume jadik saiko sebab dok baca orang laen nye experience kena seluk...padan muka dok saiko diri sendiri...tapi memang ngilu kot...
after the seluk2 doc explain every single t hin gs...since my temperature very high, baby's heartbeat jadik x betul...masa mula2 datang heartbeat very slow then very fast...doc kata tu indicate baby dalam perut lemas...and since i was only 1 cm dilate, it will take a very looong time nak tunggu dilate gi 10 cm so the only choice they have to safe the baby was to do the c-sect...
li pandang wan, wan pandang li...we are mor e than speechless at that time...i wasn't ready actually...to wait for God-knows-how-long for me to dilate to 10 cm adalah sangat x munasabah...so yes to c-sect :(

5.30 am
my gynea mintak the nurses prepare me for the operation...dorang settlekan all the documents...tuka baju, buang air....hub call my parent...and me, still not ready...dang!

5.45 am

they pushed me to the operation theater...tunggu kejap ngan hub before masuk...masa tu pegang tangan wan kuat-kuat sebab takut x jumpa lagi ...hoho...bley x? tapi yela kan u never know what will happen...siap nanges tu x tahan...sangat drama q ueen pagi2 subuh tu...haha!
then nurse masuk cakap kat hub dah waktu subuh and they need to bring me to the operation...masa tu tengah nanges lagi...hub pon nanges jugak [ni tipu je...hehe...i was hoping dia nanges skali tapi x dapek la...masih mengekalkan status macho man itu]

6 am
sume da ready...da bius da sume...the next thing i know rasa perut kena rodok2...li x nampak pape sebab dorang tutup but yes, still leh rasa tangan doc masuk dalam perut sume...masa tu selawat banyak2 mintak sume dipermudahkan...

6.14 am
alhamdulillah...her voice...my lil aunah's voice...she was loud...very loud...hehe...doc tunjuk kejap then aunah kena tros bawak gi special care unit seb ab kena bagi oksigen sume...lili? tros x sedar diri...haha.

it was an unexpected delivery i must say...tapi syukur semua selamat even after the delivery my temperature jadik makin tinggi...i was in my weakest condition back then...glad that wan selalu ada eventhough dia ada final exam esoknya...wan, i love u more than anything in this world and aunah dear, sayang jadik no 2 oke!

kekasih hati...aaawwwww!

i-got-my-socks-pose!

weh! mana nurse neh weh?

b! cepat2 nak amek gambar pakai topi ni...[masa ni lupa kejap nak operate...haha...excited dah tuka uniform...kah kah...sila jangan ikot perangai ni oke!]

adeh-adeh sakit...adoi!

sekian.

the plan.....

was:
normal delivery
no epidural

what actually happened was:
emergency lower segment cesarian section
anaesthetic

meant to write more tapi aunah dah nanges ;)

ps: it has been two amazing weeks and i still cant believe i am a mummy now...
have to remind myself every morning...heeh

she is here!

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

introducing our little princess

name: aunah athirah binti mohd azwan [meaning: pertolongan yang mulia]
date of birth: 25 november 2010
time of birth: 6.14am
weight: 3.2kg
height: 53cm

it takes a while for us to finally announce her name...memang niat untuk announce selepas hari ketujuh. heeh...

sekarang ni tengah menyesuaikan diri lagi...our world now really revolve around her...dialah intan, dialah payung kan...hehe...

amazed how this lil girl change our life...pray for us okay!

hectic year of lili sara...daripada anak dara, jadi wife, terus jadi mummy! job welldone! KPI tercapai, bonus 6 month - sulastri abdul manap