[this gonna be super loooong entry...orang dah warning oke! just to record my personal experience]
so, where should i begin...hurm...
wednesday, 24 november 2010
i went to work...macam biasa je rasa pagi tu...backpain tu dah kira biasa la bila dah ujung-ujung pregnancy ni...i wore my new navy blue maxi dress which i bought online a week before...purposenya nak nampak comey saja di ujung-ujung pregnancy ni...haha [bagi can nak perasan okeh!]
later that evening, hub fetched me from work and off we went to sacc mall semata-mata nak carik stokin nak pakai masa berpantang nanti...sebab nak gak stokin yang leh masuk jari2 kaki tu and kat sacc ada soxworld ;p
thursday, 25 november 20101 am
perut tiba-tiba sakit sangat...tangkap sampai belakang...the pain macam period pain but this one kena kuasa lapan kot sakit dia...huhu...i was ready with my hp to record the contraction time but apesal sakit memanjang jek...as far as i know contraction nak bersalin is like sakit then ilang 5 to 10 minutes then datang balik...the pain that i had ni x ilang-ilang...
wan tried to rub my back and my leg but apparently the pain getting worse...gila sakit okeh tapi wan asyik sabar sayang, sabar sayang, cuba bawak mengucap...hehe...[actually li rasa wan dah cuak...haha...tu la b, orang ajak gi atenatal class tu takmo...pastu gelabah...hihihihi] sepanjang sakit tu dok make sure still rasa baby movement and alhamdulillah baby move macam biasa...and i was like, oke maybe salah b aring ke tadi so kitorang tunggu je sakit tu reda...
3.30 am
sakit dah tahap kronik...x sure apa jadi but terus ajak wan gi hospital and to make things lagi best lili x pack lagi hospital bag dia...hoho...gelabah mak enon ko cik abang aku tu...haha...naseb baek bag baby memang dah siap2 letak dalam kete so taklah kelam kabut sangat.
4 am
off we go to the hospital yang jauhn ya adalah selama sejam...hihi...gatal pilih hospital jauh bebeno...sepanjang jalan both of us senyap je as every words yang keluar from me macam menambahkan lagi sakit...and wan, i guess dia tengah pk what if his dearest wife ni betul2 nak deliver dah...hehe...because kitorang selalu cakap x sangka kita dah kawen and nak ada anak dah pun...and bila dah betol2 nak jadi agaknya dua-dua tros speechless :)
5 amwe reached the hospital...got ourself check in and dorang straight bawak gi labor room nak check contraction segala....nurse letak pebende ntah kat perut...i guess satu untuk check contraction lagi satu nak check heartbeat baby kot....dia soh tunggu 10 minutes and i tell u, it was the longest 10 minutes in my life....gila lama! nurse dok keluar masuk keluar masuk...gi alih2 benda alah tu ke kiri la ke kanan la...i was like hello! is there something wrong? awat hangpa dok diam j e...then i was ask to wait for the doctor...ok now something must be really wrong sebab ye la panggil doctor pagi2 selalu emergency cases je kot...
5.15 am
my gynea arrived...dia tengok screen yang tunjuk heartbeat baby pastu tros soh nurse amek my temperature..boy, i didnt realized that i was having a fever...38 lebey kot...my gynea lak leh pi tanya soalan bijak 'macam mana u boleh xtau u demam ni' eh eh manala aku tau...soalan bijak yang kedua 'actually datang hospital pasal apa' wah kalau x mengenangkan sakit dah lama dah dok bebel2...after explaining to the doctor p asal sakit and what happened baru dia macam faham sebab orang datang hospital bukan pasal demam or pasal bersalin tapi pasal sakit yang x tau apa sebab [my gynea blurr kot kena kejut pagi2 buta...wakakaka]
then, saat yang paling ditakuti...jeng jeng jeng...seluk2 time...seluk apa? seluk kat bawah tu la...ni sume jadik saiko sebab dok baca orang laen nye experience kena seluk...padan muka dok saiko diri sendiri...tapi memang ngilu kot...
after the seluk2 doc explain every single t hin gs...since my temperature very high, baby's heartbeat jadik x betul...masa mula2 datang heartbeat very slow then very fast...doc kata tu indicate baby dalam perut lemas...and since i was only 1 cm dilate, it will take a very looong time nak tunggu dilate gi 10 cm so the only choice they have to safe the baby was to do the c-sect...
li pandang wan, wan pandang li...we are mor e than speechless at that time...i wasn't ready actually...to wait for God-knows-how-long for me to dilate to 10 cm adalah sangat x munasabah...so yes to c-sect :(
5.30 am
my gynea mintak the nurses prepare me for the operation...dorang settlekan all the documents...tuka baju, buang air....hub call my parent...and me, still not ready...dang!
5.45 am
they pushed me to the operation theater...tunggu kejap ngan hub before masuk...masa tu pegang tangan wan kuat-kuat sebab takut x jumpa lagi ...hoho...bley x? tapi yela kan u never know what will happen...siap nanges tu x tahan...sangat drama q ueen pagi2 subuh tu...haha!
then nurse masuk cakap kat hub dah waktu subuh and they need to bring me to the operation...masa tu tengah nanges lagi...hub pon nanges jugak [ni tipu je...hehe...i was hoping dia nanges skali tapi x dapek la...masih mengekalkan status macho man itu]
6 am
sume da ready...da bius da sume...the next thing i know rasa perut kena rodok2...li x nampak pape sebab dorang tutup but yes, still leh rasa tangan doc masuk dalam perut sume...masa tu selawat banyak2 mintak sume dipermudahkan...
6.14 am
alhamdulillah...her voice...my lil aunah's voice...she was loud...very loud...hehe...doc tunjuk kejap then aunah kena tros bawak gi special care unit seb ab kena bagi oksigen sume...lili? tros x sedar diri...haha.
it was an unexpected delivery i must say...tapi syukur semua selamat even after the delivery my temperature jadik makin tinggi...i was in my weakest condition back then...glad that wan selalu ada eventhough dia ada final exam esoknya...wan, i love u more than anything in this world and aunah dear, sayang jadik no 2 oke!

kekasih hati...aaawwwww!
i-got-my-socks-pose!

weh! mana nurse neh weh?
b! cepat2 nak amek gambar pakai topi ni...[masa ni lupa kejap nak operate...haha...excited dah tuka uniform...kah kah...sila jangan ikot perangai ni oke!]

adeh-adeh sakit...adoi!
sekian.